There are about 10+ things that I should be doing right now, including tons of homework/projects, and some serious cleaning/laundry that I've been putting off for about two weeks. I broke into hysterical tears on my way home from class this morning, because I realized I'm up to my neck with things to do, especially school work. One of my classes got cancelled yesterday so I quickly made an appointment to get my hair done (I haven't had it cut or colored since May!, and usually I'm pretty good about getting it cut/trimmed every 6-8 weeks.) Even the relaxation and excitement of having a new hair do didn't bring me out of my funk! So this morning, amidst my tears, I decided "I'm going to blog today... screw everything else." Thus, here I am.
So many things have happened since the last time I posted, all of which will most likely be future posts!:
I finished one of the dresses I was making for my niece.
I bought the owl cookie jar I posted about last time!
I lost a friend to cancer.
Classes started back up.
and, I got a new job!
This thought came into my head when I started my new job about a week before school started.;Sometimes big things happen in your life; you get married, you lose someone close to you, you get a new job, etc. Big events such as these effect your life, and people tend to consider them "before and after moments." For example, you get married, and you have life before marriage and life after marriage. For me though, it doesn't take big things to change my life. With every little thing I do, I realize that I will not be the same person that I was before. Even with every semester, I know that I will learn new things and do new things, and even if it's not a drastic change, somehow or another I will be a different person when the semester is over. Every time we do anything, even small things, we become different people. - Not even a few days after I was thinking about this notion, I heard these lyrics on the radio, and thought they fit perfectly to what I had been thinking about and feeling recently; "Every New Beginning Comes From Some Other Beginning's End."
-xoxo
